I'm so grateful for the time I had with my baby brother. I've tried writing my own, but words cannot justify the love I want to express. My heart kind of died with him. You did so much for me, though I didn't do much for you. He was just a 6-year-old kid who loved to eat chocolate and stayed out in the rain laughing. I have been crying for 3 days straight, hurting from the pain of losing him. I lost my adopted brother to a motorcycle accident 2/4/2019. Date of death was September 8th, 2017. Wow, I just lost mine on 9/23/17. Congrats on entering a new phase of life.” “Enjoy the magic a baby brings into your life. He would've been 38. Sorry for your loss. I lost my 17 yr old brother 2yrs today... Due to the negligence of social services (foster care). But if you only knew, down deep, what pains are fated to fill your cup before you reach that shore.”, “Few sons are the equals of their fathers; most fall short, all too few surpass them.”, “But you, brave and adept from this day on . My biggest grief was our last goodbye was never said. When you think of me Sweet girl, I'm so sorry for your loss. He was my baby brother. I have guilt that I didn't say more to him. It's killing me inside. I got to say I love you many times, but I still feel I didn't get to say goodbye. There were 6 of us, although the eldest didn't live with us. Now I am willing heart and soul to send you off at last.”, “If only the gods are willing. I miss all of those, but why so early? I lost my younger brother on February 5, 2011. There's only pain in my life. I feel your pain so much. Love you. He was the eldest. I still can't believe he's no more and I won't be able to listen to that sweet voice. I looked up to him so much. I miss him dearly. Never. He died in such a way that here it is 25 years later and I'm still grieving his death. It was so hard to wrap my head around that he is gone and that I won't ever be able to hold him again. I was texting my brother "Bubba" all hooked up and ready to go to surgery. A year to the day my brother was murdered. My guardian angel, Jay, rest in peace till we meet again! Now it's getting harder and harder as the years have gone by. I miss him more and more every day. This year he got married on April 16, and he left the world on November 16. Double whammy! though I didn't do much for you. I've never experienced a pain this excruciating in my entire life. . I can't believe that he's gone, and now I am alone to be in this world without him. Then Hurricane Irma hit us over the weekend. Alec was beautiful as he was fierce. He passed 3 days ago, and I don't know how I'm going to get through it, but I have to for my kids. It's so sad he left without saying goodbye to me. We still can't believe or accept it. It's the wetness of my face that arouses my senses, and I am immediately struck with the reality he's gone. It's just so hard to deal with. We were so close. I was born in between them and we were close. Now I've lost my strength, happiness, and joy...everything in my life. I don't know how to live without him. My brother is my world. I feel so much loss. I found out I'm pregnant with my 3rd child and he is due October 24 2017. I told him he needed help and he had to stop. It's very hard just to imagine that this young boy, my brother, isn't here. I'm so sad that I can hardly breathe. Christina A. Covarrubia, Goodbye Brother By His Mama left him at birth, his Papa when he was two. He died of a heart attack. No one can really thank someone for taking a beating for them. He was the baby and couldn't beat his demons. Knowing his journey was very hard and painful for me. The pain has yet to get better. I truly hope and pray that I do meet them again. So please, does it get better? Tamarah M. Olsen. He was just 30 years, we were preparing to celebrate our birthday February 28 but I could not make it. After six months we received his autopsy results, which stated the cause of death as being pulmonary embolism. It hurts so much. How do we move on? Any of our celebrations will be incomplete without you. I'm 15 and my world is already crashing. He has two little girls who he adored and loved more than anything. It's unbelievable and it brought us to our knees. Sadly, the life span is only 7-10 years. Not iron, trust me, the heart with my breast. His death being sudden and unexpected, I was in denial the first two years. Good night prince charming! My cousin found him diseased sitting after playing his guitar. I miss him so very much! I think he has struggled since we lost our mum 14 years ago to cancer. I feel your pain and can relate to the abuse. I may be pretty young, but if you are reading this, you might feel the same. I hope you will be sleeping well tonight. because I wanted to be just like you. I miss him so much. He was my protector. I regret not saying a final goodbye at gus funeral n I’m stuck our kids miss him too but they keep reminding me that I’m still here and they need me…. Tell us of the peoples themselves, and of their cities—who were hostile, savage and uncivilised, and who, on the other hand, hospitable and humane.”, “God of the golden wand, why have you come? I’m eager to do it, whatever I can do . Now he's gone and I miss him more than I missed anyone. The pain is horrendous. . They’re stronger than I to plan and drive things home.”, “Passage home? It's been 3 years this Easter, and I've only recently stopped seeing him, holding him, telling him how much I love him every night when I go to bed. I'm truly lost without him! I looked up to him so much since he was my big brother. I'll never forget him or how much he meant to me. I will always love you, They rule the vaulting skies. I really miss him cuz he was my best brother ever. We loved each other with everything we had. Five months later my little brother Charlie died from a drug overdose too. I love you. He was my everything, my companion, and my best friend. I, too, lost my younger brother on June 2, 2017. You did so much for me, I lost my younger brother at the age of 29. A day before he was to be discharged from the hospital, and less than thirty minutes after the doctor had spoken to him, he suffered cardiac arrest and passed away at age 33. The doctors told us his brain was damaged. ........ I need my best friend. He loved bedtime stories. I miss him, I miss old times when we were together. and my best friend. no matter how long its been Farewell! Saying you good night rather than sending you a good night text will feel way better, I bet. Not even 3 months later. I never got to meet my brother. I'm in foster care, and it isn't the best. We used to share the occasional glass of wine. He was just 21 years old. He was diagnosed in the fall of 2012 with a very rare form of Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma! Everything has crumbled. I look forward to spending another eventful day with you tomorrow. He died in a motorcycle accident 4 months ago, September 31, 2019. He fought a very short, courageous battle! He left behind 2 young children. The doctors did everything they could to save him! *~ I LOVE YOU, BUBBA ~*, Big Brother Gone By We grew up in the 70s. Now 5 days after it is coming at me in waves that he is gone and how I didn't get to talk to him or say "I love you Bubba." I miss doing that for him. *~ I LOVE YOU, BUBBA ~* My mother turned to meth and her medicine cabinet. All I can say is keep your brother's memories alive because this is all we have left!